feeling rather sick today.. tired, just cant seem to eat anything (got half a massive pot of pasta left = =) and for once i actually feel cold! xD.. i think its the booze kicking in again... this calls for a alcohol break ^^
been doing a lot of thinking (again) lately.... the life i've been trying to leave in the past just keeps on popping up and hitting me again.... leaving the past in a past has proven to be harder than i though! doesn't mean ill stop trying though! anyways i think i really need to start pulling my act together again = =" keke looks like it going to be a de-tox Christmas season for me again!! keke prob best for my health too.. ^^ i wonder how long i can control myself for this time round! xD
hehe i've also decided that i'm going to go to the CU on mondays starting next semester or next week if i don't go back down to coventry.. xD oh and i need get involved with church more! ^^ ah.. and stop being soo dam lazy and actually read the bible more! ^^
the bowling social yesterday was ace though! had lots of fun and it prove to be a really good break from work, though it did kill my arm off, i really need to start visiting the gym more and pump some iron! keke.. scored 109 yesterday.. rather disappointing really.. exp as the highest score was 157 by Zach! it was totally insane.. he started off with three strikes! xD
talking about work.. i've been slowly catching up again! still a bit behind though... and time is running out fast.... still need to finish off that annoying assessment piece.. and i've been getting really confused over it! keep on shooting myself in the foot with all these trivial questions! lectures and tutorials for this semester finishes on friday ^^ i think i might head back down to cov early.. could use the nice bed, strong power shower.. and nice mom-cooked food! xD plus.. it will be free of distractions so i can really get down to work and hardcore revision!! ^^ still aiming for 1st class honors! (though i doubt ill get near! >.<) oh and by the way.. apparently spelling and grammar is marked too.. so i'm trying to spell everything proper now! (and improve my super messy handwriting = =)
really missing the youth group! ^^ we soo need to do another noodle bar social! keke or maybe ste and provide us with a collection of "interesting" facts again! >.<
found out yesterday that apparently i've been volunteered to do the interpretation on the 28th again! keke am sort of quite worried about it.. really haven't done it in some time!
o and i think i'm going mad! just cant seem to stand metal music lately.... and am really into indie again! keke Do The Panic by Phantom Planet is totally ace though! xD i highly recommend it! anyways i think ill stop hear before i write another essay.. ^^ writing this blog has been a really good form of stress release though! and i've being to re-grasp the joys of typing xanga! keke anyways thats all for today! ^^ will prob write again tomorrow!
Comments (4)
aha wow..:)
Alcoholic christian? xD
I havent read my own bible for like 2 years hahah.
@sarahtsang123 - hehe tell me about it.... a very strange mix eh? hence stuck at the crossroads.. really have to pick between the 2 ^^ to be honest though.. I haven't really gotten into reading my bible for a while too >.<
Pick between the two?...
you can drink and be a christian...i know lots of people who drink and are chrsitians....especially me xD...as long you dont drink like to the point where your lungs are gonna burst ...blah blah xD..
Its like swearing and being a christian...you cant help it. Just temptations
i remember that someone told me that you dont need to change your personanality...you only need to show your love to God hahah..
Theres no such thing as a true and proper christian...i dont know any one who hasnt done stupid things :)
i love bowling haha...i remember...trying to throw it...and it went behind me >.<..my friends laughed at me..
ah thats the problem.. i get drunk too much xD affecting my health too lol hehe swearing.. do that alot too ^^
" i remember that someone told me that you
dont need to change your personanality...you only need to show your
love to God hahah.."
i love this.. so true
hehe everyone at bowling yesterday was really good! nearly everyone was above 100! Oo hehe im quite horrible at bowling too = = always gutter ball! xD hehe my most embrassing bowling moment must be slipping onto the lane = =